Staring-at-the-moon

Precious flower you can't shed your petals The Giants of the wood may fall bare Lose their life to bear the cold Yet your petals my friend, your splendid petals are here to stay Their purpose you know FOr one to be two and two to be whole You want to feel more More in this void flower And so you call the dust and the sand As any seal will plug a hole Yet not any cloth will hold a wound As dust is not pollen and pain holds no life beaten and broken your petals hang dull and dying Your precious beating heart coughing ash Choked by the glutonous dust Laying only where pollen should lie Lonely flower, you can't shed your petals T

Take your time The world is now yours The road is no less rugged, The horizon no clearer But his arms will catch you when you fall His hand guiding you onto the path he has paved since your birth The summer is still not everlast, The winter's wind still bears a chill Yet his light shines where the sun does not His comforting heart keeping the cold at bay There will still be times you feel alone, Like there is no hope left in walking on Yet he'll always be with you, sharing in even the sadness and grief Ready to walk alongside you, just to be with you forevermore Take your time, he follows your pace The world is now yours Yours

Content to feel the cold air As the tear-wet cheek brushed by cold hand And look to the moon in its loneliness As lonely heart finds lone solace For in the dark one's mind treads on And under the night our thoughts do dance Silence the symphony of solitude The comforting tune of the dark Sleep a world of ethereal beauty As night enfolds like a shroud Slumber a gift to embrace the cold To wash those wept tears away

I miss you I miss the way I would stand in the cold, waiting knowing it'd be worth it just to be with you for a few minutes I miss the way you made me open up to the world I miss the way I felt like an idiot when I said stupid things, but you just found them funny I miss holding your small hands I miss the sleepless nights thinking about you I miss the way you'd talk about the little kids you looked after I miss hugging you I miss your love of the things around you I miss the way you would always listen to what I had to say I miss it all, most of all I miss you

I loved you, You made me, hate me, You feel bad, You feel sad, I'm sorry no fuck that, This strife it dies, I've sung this song for to long, Remember I carried you, I feel so used, Because of you, Sorry no, The shit we been through, How could you do this to me, I'm not insane, But now I am fucked up, Roll up my sleeves, See the patterns of my cuts, Sorry oh, Sorry no, Seems like all we had is laid to rest, And my tears wont dry up now.

Beautiful tears Of sorrow Of pain Of love Beautiful tears Caught in a spiders web A web of grace A web spun of pure love The perfection The beauty Of the tears Caught on the web The magic The mystery of the spider Never seen But always there Always spinning webs To catch the tears Those beautiful tears Of sorrow Of pain Of love

Amongst a sea of faces A crowd of noise A thousand conversations A blur of laughs As sharp and clear As broken crystals A stream of people Cluttering the roads and paths A river of movement Flowing through Amongst A sea of faces I am alone

Dear Anna It's… well it's you. You're only 9 now and despite what you think he will be fine. I know you're scared of him. But try to realize that he will get through it. And try to remember that your family cannot control your life. But you love them, don't resist that. I wish I could tell you what happens in your future, but I know that it's better left hidden until you get to it. Just know that you can stay strong through it all. And despite what you may believe people do care about you. Stay close to Jesse because he will be the one to hold you and keep you safe as you hear the about the worst. No one will understand you. They wo

I knew you when you danced through the stars as a small girl. When you held your mind loosely and let your obscurity hide behind you. I slept inside of you, following your movements in my dreams as you danced your fears away into the black abyss of your soul, leaving them to rot away all alone. I was there in your dreams of flying and your delusions of life. I itched under your skin as you tried to dance me away. I knew your fears and hopes, I knew your mind. I knew you when you screamed your hopes down into your soul letting them drag you down. I knew you as I pulled you out, clinging onto your fears and letting your obscurity shroud you. I

Bullied, rejected harassed, but unaffected. She stands strong, and chooses right even though she's treated so wrong. Don't let them get to you or those you love. They're evil, it's true so evil it will smother you if you're not careful. But she's not weak she's the strongest I've known. Despite this outlook, so bleak, she's able to go home at the end of the day and smile down at her child as he plays. This seraphim, so high on her throne, will not let them atone; worse evil she's always known. She has every right to fight and fight she will until righteousness forces them to pay their bill.

I live my life in misery, I'd sacrifice this world to hold you, Shattered glass keeps falling, So many colours leave me blind, No breath left inside of me, I love you, I look you in the eye, The real me stands in front of you, Here I am, Does the truth frighten you, Will you ever be to scared to love me?, Is this farewell?, Is this the end?,